It was a documentary about famous dancers of USSR that I stumbled upon on TV. I don't watch the box, but my mother had it on and I couldn't pass by... That ballerina was dancing so beautifully!

As I write my emotions rise to the surface and leak through into my eyes. My skin is flooded with shivers, waves of energy pass through me. Music begins to play in my head. Classical, waltz. My soul gets ready to dance...

Drama without words! Such skill it is, such magical art, to be able to convey the story, thoughts, emotions, through dance! Ballet... No, they don't dance. Just like Tai-Chi masters don't just "move". They fly. They float. They sing through their body. Every movement of their hands, legs, the mimics of their face, the evergy in their movements - it's impossible to describe... You have to see it, to feel it. And even more, you have to dance on the stage yourself. At least once. Even in an empty theater.

I used to dance before. Ballet, narional slavic dances, later latin-american dances. I loved the expressiveness and vitality this gave me. It is hard work, a lot of training and practice, but the reward... It's not just the physical well-being, though that comes "by default". It's the Stage. The Stage is a different world that you enter through the portal of the curtains. But when you go there as a dancer, this world is especially magical. Let me tell you what I remember.

I remember the thrill. First, you fear, you're anxious. The butterflies in your belly, the curtains that separate you from them, the people, the audience, the light. Then the music starts and you're out, and you think about the work, about the movements, about the sequence... But then, you start to Dance! The fire fills you, the thrill empowers you, the silent hunger of the audience's glance brings out the daredevil in you - and you begin to show them your art! You create! You feel every move, lose the sense of time and place; you are in another world now - the Stage. And then, there's the last move, the last burst of emotion, and...

Light. I remember the lights in my face... The silent breaths of hundreds of people in the audience. This tiny second before the applause my heart was shouting "Here! Take all of me! This is all for you!!!" This feeling is so hard to describe, and time has passed since. But I remember the lights in my face. And the appause. And the feeling of very special, magical happiness.

But I don't want to dance for the applause. I want to dance so I can be in that world again, the world of the Stage. And let my soul Create through my body. I can feel it right now, here in my heart, whispering passionately to me...  "Let me Dance!.."

May I say something about the "anxiety" linked to Climate Change? I think this will be a very serious issue - mental problems, mostly stress, associated with climate change. I think that Gaia and we, the people who know, let's say, some aspects of this issue that others may not know, should show strength and calmness, as well as "strong impetus to act". We need to promote not just action, but also a realization.
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You see, I understand this "climate change" as not a bad thing, but a "wake-up call" for humanity. I agree on just one thing with the "skeptics" - that it's not really human-caused, at least not in the way described. I believe we are causing it at a different level, way more subtle and mystical than just greenhouse emissions. This is Zaadz(Gaia) after all, so we can talk about such things here, spiritual things. I think there's a huge force behind the Change, and many Seeing people seem to say the same. What should be coming is not a climate change, but a PLANETARY TRANSFORMATION, of many things, not just climate, but consciousness, human genome, energies, many things.
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This point may be particularly difficult to explain to, let's say, people with a different beliefs system, but after all, we really are immortal. It doesn't REALLY matter if some apocalypse happens and humanity is gone - there are many, many other worlds for us to go, and worlds that will be created anew, too... Yet this in no way means we should just be idle.
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This is my home, Earth. I have chosen to live here, now. I can see clearly how humanity has taken a "DARK PATH", self-destructive, led "forward" by corrupt forces of destruction. The Pisces was their era, and Aquarius is not, it's an era where humanity must and will transform. I don't have Climate Change Anxiety. I know times will be hard, very hard in some places. But what inspires me and elevates my spirits is that, at last, this WAKE-UP CALL WILL BE HEARD, by everyone.
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We will remember our roots, our original religions, our spirituality, our connection to all that is. The realization of the way things are will permeate all aspects of our life. We will collectively remove all "bad" things that humanity no longer needs: diseases, oppressions, wars... We will become so inspired, so unified, that the progress of science in the last couple of centuries will seem foolish compared to what we will achieve together. And we will not be alone, because (weird, scary and crazy as it may sound to some today) our brothers from other places in the universe will join us, those who many a time ago have "helped" us become who we are. Science will at last merge with spirituality, and this will enable us to transcend space and time. And truly a semi-godly creative power will become available to us that we will not abuse, not as the future beings who we will become.
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THIS is the vision (knowledge) that I am directing my energy towards. Not "fighting a war on climate change", but walking the path of transformation, truly global, long-awaited transformation. If most of us come to realize those things, walk the path of transformation, Climate Change will never be scary. Not with the knowledge and intention in our minds and the fire of willpower in our hearts.
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We will not be "green" to save our skins or a polar bear, we will not change our life habits to feel less guilty or more content, we will not need any human rights laws to accept and, moreover, really care about and help our neighbors, our fellow human beings. We will forget about Climate Change, and Climate Change will forget about us. Because its purpose as a wake-up call will be completed.
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And there will be nothing to be anxious about.